the P.Pole

summer has come, and i’m almost done. almost done a year at school. almost done my exams and almost done etc… another thing i’m almost done is with my habits. almost. not quite. i don’t think i’ll ever be. i guess i’m stuck being complacent for the rest of my life. i’ll always be settling for second best to Someone Else. that’s just how i am. there’s no changing that. or is there? it’s just the way i am to be too lazy to find out.