5 things i’ve been wondering about:
- myself – i’m one to doubt and constantly criticize, especially myself. this is going to sound weird but… i can be thinking one thing and have another part of myself telling… well, myself, that it’s not true. like i have multiple personalities that talk back and forth in my mind. maybe i’m possessed. actually, maybe i’m just insane.
- wife – well, if He has it for me to love and serve one, that is. i wonder about what she’d be like. who’s the perfect girl for me to take care of? will she be a good mommy? will she mother me?! hm, i wonder if she’ll be cute on the outside or ‘hot’ on the inside? or both? hm…
- modern Christianity versus Christ-following – i really agree that nowaday’s ‘consumer Christianity’ is more than a far cry from true discipleship — like that of the early Christians who lived and died together, united for and in God. but of course, i could very potentially be flamed for saying this. i guess that’s because this brand of… well… ‘diluted Christianity’ has successfully become the norm.
- heaven – there’s really not a lot we know about heaven, but i dunno, i figure it wouldn’t hurt — at all, really — to try and figure out just what it means to ‘praise and exalt God forever’ and to ‘reign with Christ’… it’s interesting to discuss this with others and find out what some other people think heaven’s like. i also came to learn that, according to certain theories and trains of thought (which are actually very logical when properly explained), heaven is actually hotter than hell. that is, it is more discriminate and only those who can ‘stand’ the fires of heaven can dwell there. it’s a bit awkward to grasp, but think about it. makes sense that ‘bad people’ would not be able to ‘endure’ living eternally in a community of people who, by nature, are loving and caring for one another. how hard it would be for the bitter and contrite to live amongst the peaceful and gentle. it’s actually quite an inspired notion.
- the Caramilk secret – who doesn’t!
people tell me i must be in grade 12 or first year. i assume this is because ugly people look older than they are.