How should I say this?

Just now I almost said something very dangerous.

Today I played with fire,
I bought a frayed red ribbon,
And the ribbon, at least, is no longer frayed.

“Cruxial” is one way to describe it,
But so is “conceivably disastrous”.

Just now I thought it would be nice if I could be Philomel.

Today I played with fire,
I flicked off the switch for the skies,
And the skies, at least, are no longer greyed.

“Rebellious” is one way to describe it,
But so is “readily surprising”.

Just now I thought I’d never write like this again.

Today I played with fire,
I lit the stove for my appetite,
And my appetite, at least, is no longer pained.

“Fruitless” is one way to describe it,
But so is “finally gratifying”.